‘There is strength in weakness’
Do you know that before I found out this baby was a little boy I had convinced myself that I was having a girl. It’s a little awkward to admit and trust me, I tried very hard not to so naturally when I found out I was a little taken aback. The truth is, I’ve […]
My darling Penny, I have all these emotions that I don’t know what to do with except write. You taught me that it was ok to be me and to share what I know and for that I am grateful. I will always be grateful for you. W hen the dust settles on the passing […]
Regret, it’s a spiky old thing. But I see it for what it is. I feel the emotion and I go with it be that crying, laughing or just taking a walk. I breathe it in and out before finally letting go. There will always be a psychological pain point that blindsides you on a Monday. For me […]
Mother’s Day for me meant celebrating the little things and while crying was certainly the order of the day I chose to look out for little reminders that maybe just maybe my babe was sending some love my way. Little thing #Number one On visiting the lovely garden for little lost ones we were immediately met by […]
Recently I was with a close friend of mine and I asked her indecisively ‘Am I still a Mum’? To which she quickly and adamantly replied ‘Yes of course you are‘! I don’t quite know why I keep looking for reassurances as if I’m about to fail a test that I should know off by heart. Maybe it is […]
Me photographed in my third trimester by Danelle Bohane Today the courier guy noticed I was finally at the door to sign for a parcel. He doesn’t normally talk to me but he looked at me, smiled and said ‘You’ve had your baby?’ Cue awkward silence… I politely smiled and explained that yes I had but sadly she wasn’t with […]